if only to crush the half mind
to stop believing what i had been into
if only to sense the blurred half sight
to see the soul’s flight
if only to utter the mumbled half words
to know if you could still understand me
if only to take the half breath
to feel if am still alive
if only i could pull the magic out of you
to know if your charms still work
if only i could be half dead
to sense the half pain
to bring me closer to youu!!
and for ‘some’ people who took it otherwise hahaha i need to explain ou the context 🙂
1st Stanza: in regard of relation to Allah Talah, to avoid the pleasure that takes me away from him.
2nd Stanza: to forget any bad things that happened in the past.
3rd Stanza: to experience death.
4th Stanza: for people.
5th Stanza: to feel life
6th Stanza: for people
7th Stanza: for Allah Talah, cos we only remember him while we are in pain and if that is so then pain should be a constant form of our live’s.